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Let's Talk.

Do you understand how therapeutic a good "ugly cry" is? It's a huge release of emotions you've been holding in. And tonight, I did something I haven't in a long time. Tonight, I sat in my car and sobbed. I sobbed my damn eyes out. I cried for my broken body. I cried for my weary spirit. I cried because basically, and in the most polite words - 2020 has kicked me right in the teeth. I get so exhausted. I get so frustrated. Most days it feels like there isn't anything left to give. And that's because sometimes, there isn't. And you know what? That is okay. Cause life is really hard sometimes. Of course there are good days! And for those I'm grateful. And when the good outweighs the bad, even better. But the bad days can outweigh the good just as quickly. It's an ongoing struggle, an continuous journey, and as long as I live I know this is a battle I'll have to fight. But if anything, keep the following in mind: It is